I am not talking about Shakespear here either. Pastor preached a message today that is all about our walk with God. The questions was to be or not to be? Do we or do we not want to be a woman or man of God. Of course we all do. But we never or rarely ever do the steps that are required to be a man or woman of God in my case. I have been struggling spiritually the last 6 mos or so. Probably the last month God has really been dealing with me. Thank God for His Holy Spirit and that I was receptive to Him. What I am realizing is that I can no longer go through the motions. Time is short and we cannot play around with God. At camp meeting Perry Stone gave a prophetic message about the signs of Jesus coming back and he is so true. But why do we need some man to tell us God's message when we have it for ourselves. But thank God for men who listen to God and obey God to deliver these messages. There is a song by DecembeRadio called Drifter. Listen to it. I  highly recommend it. It really put into perspective the road I was traveling down and I needed to ensure that I did not drift away from God any further than what I was. We get so caught up in the motions and everyday life we almost totally forget about God or leave Him out all togther. I do not want to do that. I want to be a woman of God. We as children of God need to get serious and start praying for our loved ones and others we do not even know that are dying lost. We can no longer think this is about me. It is about them and their soul. We need to ask ourselves what are we doing to build up the kingdom FOR GOD. Is church somewhere we go just to get a spiritual high and experience the coming off the high during the week, it shouldn't be but that is what Christians do way to often. I do not want to categorized as that type of Chrisitian. I want my life to be a light everyday not just when I am in church. I am taking up the motto as qouted by my sister in law "I am going to have a good day today and everyday inspite of what is going on". Take that devil. Now how's that black eye feeling. Gospel sounds I just want to say hi and I love you all. I wish I could be there with you guys on the river. I know it would be an awesome time in the Lord. God bless you all and prosper you all in the work you are doing as you prosper in the Lord. Keeping being a blessing Gospel Sounds. Hey by the way tell the other new members (new to me anyway) my new friends from Kentucky hi. Can't wait to see you all again.

 In Christ,

Subrina